"The world is fucked, and I am part of it. I am doing nothing to make it better, and I sure as hell am not doing anything to make myself better. I am eating processed shit, I am working myself to death, and my idea of exercise is stretching on the couch after a nap."
That thought went through my head one day after seeing a Monsanto commercial. I bitch and I complain and I hate it all but what am I doing? Nothing. Nothing except buying in to what I claim to hate and waiting for everyone else to take action. Who is going to take action for me? Our wonderful politicians? That's not happening.
That was the beginning. That was all it took. A bit of a realization. I started reflecting on my life and realized that I have gotten so far away from who I once was, who I want to be, that I don't even recognize myself anymore. I hate who I have become. I used to make fun of people like me. How did this happen? I moved out of the small towns and into a city. I got sucked into the ease and convince of everything being right here for me. Whenever I want anything I can call someone and they will bring it to my door. Sure I was still able to avoid Walmart and tried to buy local and organic as much as possible, but that wasn't enough. I was getting fat. I was getting lazy. I was going to the grocery store instead of growing a few plants on my balcony. I was buying my food in boxes and letting other people do my cooking for me in the form of fast food. I was going days without leaving my apartment. I was eating Mac and Cheese out of a box filled with chemicals and dyes. Who was I? What did I stand for? What did I want for my future?
I started on a path. A path that involved quitting my soul sucking job and going back to school full time. Eliminating processed foods from my diet completely. Quitting smoking. Buying a house with a nice sized back yard so that I can grow my own food. I even got chickens.
I vowed to never again eat meat if I didn't know exactly where it came from. This led to me becoming a vegetarian. I would never again eat food out of a box. I would never again consume something I couldn't pronounce. I would plan a garden and try to only eat my own vegetables for a year. I would make sure that I know where all my seeds come from and that they are not GMO. I would remove all chemicals from my house starting with cleaning products. I would make sure that my animals were eating as good as I was.
I cant change the world but I can change my household. I have big plans for the future but for now, this is what I can do and what I can handle. This is a lot of change at once and I am trying to do it in a reasonable fashion. Thankfully I have a great foundation to pull from. I know what it is to eat from the land and know your farmer. I know what it is to drink from a well on the property and live off solar energy. I know what it is to conserve. I haven't forgotten, I just strayed away as an adult. I will go back. I will live the way that we are meant to live, eat the food we are meant to eat, and I will do my best to respect the world around me. I will stop supporting multinationals who do no good. I know that I will not be perfect in my endeavor, but I will try my hardest.
I know that a lot of people out there are going through the same thing right now, so I decided to chronicle my journey back to normal. I will let you know my plans, what I am eating, where I am getting it, what it is costing me, and how I am doing it all.
I am hoping for some great tips and tricks from readers as well as a lot of great discussion!
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